Everything is kinda shaky. Just marking time and keeping myself occupied until I see my pdoc. Strongly considering going inpatient. Can’t even write poetry. Just mildly functioning.

Which is why I’m posting mostly music etc. My mind isn’t up to par at the moment. I really think my meds are losing their punch. Particularly my Abilify. It happens to me. Meds stop working for me.

So, I’m looking forwards to a med change. But to get something effective, I really don’t think I can do this outpatient.