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What makes them special is how they screw with your head. The treatment you get from others, the love you seek, but never get. The dreams you have when you’re young, that just seem to fade as life takes over your destination.

It can wipe you out. Wipe you up or motivate you.

I’ve been in a bad place for about  a week now. After a month of being sooo positive. I had hopes of making strides, but everything is stagnant.

Doesn’t mean that these things won’t happen. Just that life is on pause. And not the clear HD pause you get on tv these days. More like the distorted pause of a VCR from the ’80’s. Complete with lines.

Distraction is my only refuge… Distract away… Music, sleep, walking… Xanax..