I’m not one to incorporate this ’emotion’ into my life. What is is, and I’m never much for wanting what other people have, mainly because if I ‘really’ want it, I’ll get it somehow. I guess.

Being depressed reduces the number of things you really want, so I’m ok in that area.

But it’s Mother’s Day. My mom doesn’t celebrate, so we don’t do anything big.

But, this holiday isn’t for me. I can’t have children. I’m in no financial, emotional, mental condition to adopt or foster parent. So, when I see all the Mother’s Day well wishes and babies and such. I get depressed.