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Don’t Like

Don’t like feeling
Don’t like thinking
Don’t like being
Don’t like drinking

Don’t like the repetitive shaking of my minds rejection
Don’t want to know or understand these emotions

Don’t like fear
Don’t like living
Don’t like sleep
Can’t keep forgiving

Don’t want to understand and appease
Just want release…

Goosebumps and ratty hair
Shoeless and scorned

Lost all companionship

Don’t like me
Don’t see why
Can’t understand any reason to keep trying

But I do….

dih – 4/22/12