Was so f*cking disgusted this morning and so glad I had therapy. Been trying to decide against getting a new computer (layaway) and joining the YMCA. Can’t afford to do both.
Therapist got an ear full about my present mood and I decided that I needed to do something for myself to make me feel better about myself. Did a lot of walking today. Ate good, very low carb. No bread or pasta. I’m just hoping I can keep this up.
Waiting for the other shoe to drop. I hope not. I really want to feel good again. I’ve been thru too much. Operations, hospitalizations, deaths, disappointments, all kinds of fun stuff. I have to believe that good things are ahead for me.
And as much as I want them now, it’s gonna take some time.
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Doing something kind to yourself can be so good for you. I love to take bubblebaths in low light. Not for romance, just for me. I love it… you made me realize that this is what I should do tonight. ♥
I hope you begin to feel better soon… you indeed need it.
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I’m doing pretty well so far. Taking it moment by moment. Thanks
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