I expressed my desire to see an old friend. He considered it whining. I told him “I miss my friend”. He made a joke of the statement. It’s ok to phone or email. But won’t make the effort to come and see me, knowing I can’t make the visit to see him.

I consider him a best friend. But, I’m starting to doubt that, I understand the situation he’s in, but my emotions are not a joke. I didn’t blast him. I didn’t argue. I just hung up.

No more from me. I’m tired of receiving the short end of the stick. I refuse to put myself out there anymore. I’ve had it.

I realize now, this friendship means more to me than to him. I need to re-evaluate and move on…