I’m trying not to think about it much. But I have to be social today. I’ve agreed to go to a new years eve party, very small, but an all night thing. The company is good, the food will be good. So I should enjoy myself.
But, my anxiety is slowly creeping up on me. I’m hoping I don’t freak out and that I’ll be able to last. Gonna bring my Xanax and hope for the best. Maybe I’m making too much of this. But I can feel the anxiety on my back and my neck.
I just want this year to be over with, please lord. Help me to survive 2012 and beyond.