This mental pain has got me crying again. It’s hard to describe. There’s a heaviness on my brain, along with confusion and despare. I can’t live like this anymore. Yet, I don’t have the money for my deplin yet. I have to wait close too four weeks til I get some more. I have some left over, but I wanna save them.

I don’t wanna go off and go on, it’s not good to do that. I’m insane. No one cares about the mentally ill. Throw aways. Ignored and discarded rejects of society. Type casted and alone.

Somebody save me.